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Saturday, April 28, 2007
its quite saddening and disappointing to not have a course with a 20 point for my l1r4
! currently im stuck in the middle of nowhere , no targets , no goals no nothing . just
me and my computer everyday ! what will my next step be ? to enrol in the school
that i used to mock on and criticize so much tat retribution really came ! karma's a bitch . I used to look down so much on those ppl wearing the ite uniform , be it ah bengs ah lians or stuluts , as long as they have the uniform on they are the laughing stock to me ! my parents and sisters used to make me study and scare me by sayin i would enter an ite if i continue fooling around and not studyin , at that time , the immature me thought it wouldnt be difficult to enter a poly course of my likings . IT courses have high cop , as high as 26 and as i calculate i thought it wouldnt be a prob entering a course but my science played me last min , all the other subs were as expected , b3s and c5 and a f9 and i tot my science would just be a pass and i could safely enter a poly , but when i received my result slips , the c6 shown on my science reali turned me off and im left with no sch except ITE . at this point of time i really regretted not taking my teachers and families member advise , to study hard ! i never stop imagining me in NANYANG POLY . With my friends and cliques , the school would be havoc and the 3 years would be hard ! i reali wonder WHAT if i am in the school now , what will happen , how will my life be , who will be my classmates , will my class be as joyful as before with me inside ? but whenever i slap myself back to reality , i realise it was too late and it was all my wishful thinkin of entering a poly without hardwork ! people asked me if i would study hard if given one more chance , i would love to lie to myself and say ya but my reply to them was " i wouldnt study hard as i reali hate the same old few subjects tat i have been studyin for more den a decade ! i wan someting new ! someting new i would get to learn in poly ! so fcuk off science math english chinese and all the other subjects ! sry im crazy but yea i do hope i have learn a lesson from tis incident ?
Monday, April 16, 2007
first time in my life i am sad because i don't get to go to school ! ): each and every one of my friend is excited as tmr will be their first official day in a POLYTECHNIC and pathetic me still stuck right here , slackin and just wasting my time away each day. i regretted not studyin HARD enuff to get a c6 instead of d7 for my science . just becuz of this 1 grade i couldnt get into any poly and it is really very fustrating ! now i have to wait for any miserable 6 mths so i can take my o lvl science and hopefully enter a poly b4 goin into NS . i feel so fcukin down right now , not in the right state of mind . no sch and NS letters are coming endlessly , i wonder if i can defer ): tis is bad , screw my life !
Thursday, April 12, 2007
hahahaha my new new new new new new SHORT FUGLY HAIR ! )): arghhhhhhhhh i wanted a concave hairstyle but i had bangs in the end ! LOLOLOL look like some stuluts ): but who cares its just hair thou ! er went to KS shop to cut my hair today , had it dyed blueblack ! after tat went to meet my classmates for gathering ! had steamboat at tian tian huo guo ! some shit at bugis ! LOLOLOL wasnt very nice but had fun with my classmates ! or i should say with 1 guy , kelvin ! LOLOLOLOL :X the rest was like not sporting ): ! anyway tats all ! (:
love love love love love love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! xxxx
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